Dwayne, You bring up an excellent point. It's kind of frustrating to feel these deep things and share them with someone else who claims to have love for the same God and get blank looks in return if not chastising emails. So I agree in the struggle of that situation, but should we with hold our involvement in this disease just cause it draws persecution. In other words, when we sense that someone won't be hip to this new thinking or as you said "doubting" should we avoid the conversation and just function within traditional Christianity, or should we "be ourselves" throw our doubts and thoughts out on the table and allow them to take whatever away from it. It's very possible that if we do throw our feelings out there they will look down on us or think that we're backsliding. But should worry about what these people think? Are we fighting the hands that feed us then? Is this being true to ourselves or being disrespectful. I'm seriously asking this question with neither answer in mind. I want to know what you guys think.

Should we be trasparent and express these new thoughts to people or should we be careful with who we let in on this shiz?

Guys, I thought as different stuff happens and I'm at college, we could keep any writings here and it could be a place where we can keep our thoughts together. So write away. Any questions, just email me.